"People only see what is visible, measurable. God sees into the heart. He not only forgives our failures, He sees successes where no one else does - not even ourselves. Only God can give us credit for the angry words we did not speak, the temptations we resisted, the patience and gentleness little noticed and long forgotten by those around us. Just being human gives us value in His eyes, and trying to live with integrity makes us successful before Him. God redeems us from the sense and fear of failure because He sees us as no human eyes can see us. Some religions teach that God sees so clearly that He knows all our shameful thoughts and nasty secrets. I prefer to believe that God sees us so clearly that He knows better than anyone else our wounds and sorrows, the scars on our hearts from having wanted to do more and do better, and being told by the world that we never would." ~Rabbi Harold Kushner

23 April 2010

Somewhat of a misrepresentation

Today I've been listening to Mika's Happy Ending. It's a sneaky song...very upbeat and catchy...and yet...those lyrics...HEART WRENCHING. At the same time...so very true for me. Again...I don't mean to be on the self pitying side...the interesting thing about the song is that I think it is perfect. Because when heart break happens...there is no hope, no love, and no glory...but you just keep going...and you get out of bed and deal with things...and things might even be chipper and fun all around you...but that "No Happy Ending" ...it is still there. And yet...we can't live our lives without hope, without love, and even without glory...so we find things to carry us there, push us forward...and yet those unhappy ending moments are still there...and they ARE difficult stories to tell...some of the hardest that I have ever told for sure...but I can't stop living my life...somehow, in the midst of the sadness...we soldier on.

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm
wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning,
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep
walkin' around
If I pretend that
nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

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