"People only see what is visible, measurable. God sees into the heart. He not only forgives our failures, He sees successes where no one else does - not even ourselves. Only God can give us credit for the angry words we did not speak, the temptations we resisted, the patience and gentleness little noticed and long forgotten by those around us. Just being human gives us value in His eyes, and trying to live with integrity makes us successful before Him. God redeems us from the sense and fear of failure because He sees us as no human eyes can see us. Some religions teach that God sees so clearly that He knows all our shameful thoughts and nasty secrets. I prefer to believe that God sees us so clearly that He knows better than anyone else our wounds and sorrows, the scars on our hearts from having wanted to do more and do better, and being told by the world that we never would." ~Rabbi Harold Kushner

11 June 2010

Yell, whine, doubt, raise your fists in frustrations, cry...but then move on.

"Doubt is useful for a while. We must all pass through the garden of Gethsemane. If Christ played with doubt, so must we. If Christ spent an anguished night in prayer, if He burst out from the Cross, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” then surely we are also permitted doubt. But we must move on."  ~Yann Martel


Reading this makes me feel a small sense of relief...but more than that sense of relief, it brings a realization that my best bet, so to speak, in enduring successfully to the end, will be in getting to know my Savior...not just what He did in His life, but also coming to the understanding that He was indeed a man and was met with temptation, as I am.  By His choices he was made perfect.  And though perfection is not a goal that I can expect in this life...it is still something that I should expect. 


Christ suffered the chains of mortality, but did not wallow in his plight.  He walked His chosen path and fulfilled His earthly and divine ministries.  And so should I...so should we all.  

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